The more that I think about it, the more I realize that I'm not meant to be for everyone. You're not meant to be for everyone either and that's okay. From my perspective, it has nothing do with you and who are you and simply everything to do with the fact that you're not meant to be liked/loved by everyone.
For the most part, I have realized that I tend to be more judgmental and harsh with myself than with anyone else around me. I constantly think that I don't deserve forgiveness, acceptance, nor the love that my family and friends so freely give me. I dwell on the people that have pushed me aside and overthink what I did wrong or what I could have done better. Why do I waste my time and energy like that? I truly don't know.
Instead of holding on to the negative and constantly wishing things were different, hold on to the goodness around you. Live freely. Love generously. Forgive yourself and others. Extend grace. Enjoy the little things. Look ahead and focus on the future. Let go.